Remember that day two years ago?
The day that we met and said hello?
I guess not, because you’re gone, forever
But I’ll give the story anyway, so here I go:
I was wandering the streets all alone,
Nothing in hand, nothing at all.
Then you came up to me - smile on face
You gave me drink, food, and a place.
You cared for me when I had nothing,
You cared, though you didn’t know me
I said “thank you” but it meant nothing
I didn’t care, and I’m so sorry.
Remember the time I called you sister?
Our friendship at its peak.
And we would talk on and on
Making sure we didn’t grow weak.
But disaster struck and I grew angry
It wasn’t your fault, but I didn’t care.
I stopped talking to you for many,
Many months, and maybe a year.
When finally again we crossed paths
You apologized, greatly, for our past
Even though it was I who was wrong
I said “hell no” and shoved you along.
But then I changed! I got better!
I decided I needed you, us together.
Every second we spent apart
I felt no joy, I had a longing heart.
Remember the time I called you mine?
It was wonderful, but only for a short time.
I shouldn’t have said the things I said
Shouldn’t have done the things I did.
I loved you more than anything
Nothing could tell me otherwise.
But now you’re gone and I’m full of regret
And I never got to say “I’m sorry.”
Remember the weeks we spent apart?
Our relationship completely dead.
That time for me was very hard
And I still cry in my bed.
You were still my everything
I still truly haven’t let go
Oh! How I missed you so!
But I knew I had ruined everything.
I still had hope, even a sliver
That you’d talk to me once again.
But days went by without a message
And that sliver grew slimmer and slimmer.
But now you’re gone, away, away.
And now I’ll never get to say
How truly sorry I am
I failed you.
You know I can’t live without you right?
You know I’m already falling apart?
I’m in tears, I’m not alright
I miss you so much, sweetheart.
I can’t live without you, you know that fact,
But God dammit I have to try.
Because I know that’s what you really wanted
You want me to live, although I’m haunted.
I wish this mattered, but now you’re gone
But since you wanted me to stand resilient
I want you to know, although you’re gone
You may be dead, but your memory isn’t.
Remember that day two years ago?
The day that we met and said hello?
I guess not, because you’re gone, forever
But I’ll give the story anyway, so here I go:
I was wandering the streets all alone,
Nothing in hand, nothing at all.
Then you came up to me - smile on face
You gave me drink, food, and a place.
You cared for me when I had nothing,
You cared, though you didn’t know me
I said “thank you” but it meant nothing
I didn’t care, and I’m so sorry.
Remember the time I called you sister?
Our friendship at its peak.
And we would talk on and on
Making sure we didn’t grow weak.
But disaster struck and I grew angry
It wasn’t your fault, but I didn’t care.
I stopped talking to you for many,
Many months, and maybe a year.
When finally again we crossed paths
You apologized, greatly, for our past
Even though it was I who was wrong
I said “hell no” and shoved you along.
But then I changed! I got better!
I decided I needed you, us together.
Every second we spent apart
I felt no joy, I had a longing heart.
Remember the time I called you mine?
It was wonderful, but only for a short time.
I shouldn’t have said the things I said
Shouldn’t have done the things I did.
I loved you more than anything
Nothing could tell me otherwise.
But now you’re gone and I’m full of regret
And I never got to say “I’m sorry.”
Remember the weeks we spent apart?
Our relationship completely dead.
That time for me was very hard
And I still cry in my bed.
You were still my everything
I still truly haven’t let go
Oh! How I missed you so!
But I knew I had ruined everything.
I still had hope, even a sliver
That you’d talk to me once again.
But days went by without a message
And that sliver grew slimmer and slimmer.
But now you’re gone, away, away.
And now I’ll never get to say
How truly sorry I am
I failed you.
You know I can’t live without you right?
You know I’m already falling apart?
I’m in tears, I’m not alright
I miss you so much, sweetheart.
I can’t live without you, you know that fact,
But God dammit I have to try.
Because I know that’s what you really wanted
You want me to live, although I’m haunted.
I wish this mattered, but now you’re gone
But since you wanted me to stand resilient
I want you to know, although you’re gone
You may be dead, but your memory isn’t.