How is this -12 in rating?

I am underrated here by a margin and resigned after a mouseslip.

If the ratings were reversed i could see a drop like this but losing 12 points against a higher rated opponent???
Wth is going on here?

Lichess favors black. It makes no sense, but that is how it is now.

@tpr said ^

Lichess favors black. It makes no sense, but that is how it is now.

It's kinda harsh tho, i could see -5 or 6, but - 12 is insane in my eyes.

You have a rating deviation of 67.98.

I'm gonna check and see what my rating deviation is currently

@Kulderken33 said ^

https://lichess.org/rJXRp6YI/white#44

I am underrated here by a margin and resigned after a mouseslip.

If the ratings were reversed i could see a drop like this but losing 12 points against a higher rated opponent???
Wth is going on here?

It’s probably because of your rating deviation rather than Lichess “favoring Black”.

You probably haven’t played any Bullet games during that time, which makes your rating deviation go higher.

The more your rating deviation gets higher, the more “dramatic” the elo gain/loss will be.

This elo drop of yours can be possible based on the number of your rating deviation at that time.