that's what it feels like to slowly lose a friend. hell, who am i calling a friend? she's not a "friend"! she was a every joy i felt in the past 3(?) years. why didnt i know how to appreciate her while i had her? i try to hold on to her, but like sand, the effort burns my palms :(
All the best to the sweetest, kindest, most oblivious girl i ever knew. may she not be worried by me, like i am by her.