For all the people say 'You didn't do anything'

So I left the team, and I rejoined it for few minutes to check forums. (But officially left)
Now, some people directly message me or indirectly in the forum, say I didn't do anything and just left. So here goes my answer:

1. Yes, you're correct. But I don't only blame others for this mess. I blame myself, too. I am disappointed. This is for others and ME.
2. I got a lot of stress school, schoolworks, homeworks, cram schools, etc. And Lichess used to be a perfect place for me to solve those stresses. I played some games, add comment on some threads, etc. But this 'Forum army' thing just depress me and make me think I am not a good leader or something.

Those are the reason, and the answer for people who think I didn't do anything.

Good brief for the whole thread: 'I know I am not a good leader, and that's the reason I left.

Please, I request you to remove all the leaders. To prevent any other fight.

Yeah cuz the fight is so active now, wow I can't think of something else. And lasker5, I thought you left?

I officially left but I like to check some team forums. And then I leave again.