@Matzvi
Hi. I would be willing to play some unrated games with you. You don't need me to analyze games. I'd recommend checking with a much stronger player. He or she can guide you. We can play until you get tired of it--my hope is you will win some games against me and learn from both of our mistakes. I don't know which book would be right for you, but there are many good books (some better than others) out there. You might (someday) consider working with a chess coach.
Well, thanks for taking the time to read this. I wish you the best. Don't be ashamed of playing at a lower level. People have to start somewhere. You have as much right to enjoy this game as anyone. If you don't enjoy chess, you can always find a different game to play (some people swear by Go, for instance). Happy King Hunting!
@Matzvi Keep up the challenge! It doesn't matter how "good" you play chess. Nobody's value as a human is based on their chess skill. Your rating number is nothing more than stupid zeroes and ones in a database.
Every game is like a GOLD-nugget for analyzing and in the process of improving your playing strength. And the irony btw. is, that your LOSSES are the biggest GOLD-bars: You get the most information out of your losses, not the wins!
Good luck on your LIFELONG chess journey!