I could give perfect advice for the situation but I don't think I'd be understood. I'm just not the right guy to say it.
you have a few things to look forward to.
having a great career when you’re done.
you’re the master of your own destiny. you could choose to leave the school, but you won’t, because you chose to be there. but you could.
new adventures with mew people. some people are stuck in a rut doing the same things day in and day out. not you though